Well, welcome to my blog! I am starting this blog to help me work on being a better healthier me and to keep me honest and maybe to help others along the way! I will be blogging about my life past, present and future! I appreciate any comments that are positive cause I am working on being a more positive person I don't want to digress into negativity! So while I was in England I had started this journey into finding that healthier happier me and I was doing so good! I had gone from weighing 301 pounds to being 235 pounds at my lowest! I was on a roll and I was proud! But then the weight loss stopped and I let some doctor tell me that honestly the only way I'd ever lose the amount of weight that I needed to lose would be to have bypass surgery. I allowed him to make me feel hopeless he said I had PCOS and that there were no other options for me! That lead me to feeling like why should I continue to even try, then life hit me over the head my teenager started to become more and more difficult and trying! Then I started my own baking business in England to make some extra money to help pay on a bill of mine and well I sampled it lead to my demise as far as my weight loss was concerned! You have a stressed out person who is yes a food addict combined with yummy baking well it's a recipe for disaster and that is exactly what it has lead to a disaster! I have ballooned back up and I'm not proud of it either but hey I've got to be honest with myself I did it all to myself my choices are what caused me to gain weight just as my choices before caused me to lose weight, people with PCOS do lose weight without having surgery they have done it and I can do it just as anyone else out there with it can do it! It is just an excuse and well it will no longer be my excuse! I love food yes I do! I eat when I'm happy, sad, mad it doesn't matter the emotion I am feeling I eat to be eating boredom and what not. Heck I have ate even when I wasn't hungry! So last Wednesday I took my measurements and I weighed in I have goals I want to meet and I am going to post those measurements here for everyone to see to keep me honest and real with myself. I'll eventually get to blogging my workouts and my food menu's feel free to advise and comment but like I said I will not be entertaining rude and mean negative comments! So here goes my measurements and weigh in from last week:
I weighed in at 293 (which is already a loss since I weighed in at 295 at the doctors a few weeks back)
Chest:48
Waist: 49
Hips: 57
Arms:19
Thigh: 31
So there it is in black and white I have a big old butt! Hey at least I didn't make it all the way back to 301 and that is a good thing!

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