Frustration

While this may not really have anything to do with weightloss I have to get it out of my system! My lord my family is driving me banannas! Okay I went away from ONE day and ONE night to NC leftmy oldest, hubby and two baby's in SC took the other two to their father's house in NC and went to hang out with a few friends and enjoy an awesome singer/songwritter show and it was fabulous Sunday was great too love my friends thanks yall! However I came home to hubby fussing bout my oldest and my oldest fussing about my hubby. THEN the mess my house was in I was NOT happy they trashed my house toy's everywhere, writing on the hallway wall just a generel mess! PLUS they brought the dog in and didn't watch him nor take him back out and guess who peed and pooped around the house? That's it I'm getting rid of the dog if no one else can be bothered to be responsible with him I'm done! It's rediculous why do I have to be the always responsible! Okay as if my night couldn't possibly get worse my oldest informed me that she wanted to marry her fiance after she turns 18 excuse me you still have SEVEN months of high school left WAIT! I was told 3-4 years if I allowed him to purpose to her! Then she wanted me to let them live here in my house while he looks for a job and she finishes school umm how about HELL NO! No no if you are grown enough to get married then you are grown enough to get out there and support yourselves sorry I had FIVE children not SIX and I will not support a grown person who I didn't birth! Then my mother this morning oh lets talk about her my oldest can do no wrong and I can say nothing right so you know what I love my mother but for today she is on ignore! I told her goodbye and hung up the phone am I bad for not answering it now while she calls back! I'm sick of it I love her but I'm tired of the constant crap I get over my child like I'm not suppose to disagree with her fine you let the two of them live with you then it ain't happening here I got married at 18 I know what kind of stress that is!LIFE IS NOT EASY even sitting here as an almost 36 year old woman life still isn't easy and I still don't have all the answers and I stress daily! Oh she isn't going to have kids for about 4 years well you know what my friends Life happens even when we don't plan it sometimes! Life is expensive and jobs are few! Then my mom says you said this and that when you were her age and frankly I think the woman is confusing me with my big brother...*sigh* seriously I'm starting to wonder about her memory! I need this vent and I need to get it out of my system before I boil over! How come I can't have just one weekend of happiness in my life? *sigh*