The Biggest Loser Season 11

So as most of my facebook friends know on July 31st I threw caution to the wind I stepped out of my comfort zone and I went to the casting call for one of my favorite shows THE BIGGEST LOSER! This was a big step for me seriously! I went on July 31 to Columbia,SC pictures, application and VIP pass from where I went to the book signing that Amy and Phil had at the YMCA earlier in the week and I put myself out there! To my surprise I recieved a call from the casting director that did my interview, me Lori actually got a call! They were hoping that I had a family meber to join me saddly no I didn't! I went through a bunch of different emotions saddness because I was just that damn close! Happiness because for once in my life I wasn't the last pick, I was good enough, someone actually liked what they saw i me and that my friends is what I'm taking from this experience if I don't hear from the casting crew ever again I am taking with me a sense of pride, a sense of being good enough, of being wanted or thought of in that mannor! I hope and pray for somethng wonderful to happen but I know no matter what I can do this! I bring away with me more determination to reach my goals, hopes that even if The Biggest Loser doesn't take me that I can find away to not only help myself with this weight loss but to help others like me as well! It is a very strong desire I have and some how some way I will do this I will lose the weight, I will keep it off and I will reach out to others an I will help them as well! I will do my best to help others not to feel the rejection I have felt for the majority of my life! I will go on and I will do something not sure well this weight loss journy will lead me but I'm ready to find out one day at a time, one step at a time! With or without The Biggest Loser! I have seen so many people just sit here wasting away hoping to make it on the show because they feel it is their only hope in this life, and that is sad this show does help granted but for it to continue to work you have to show that you are determined enough to keep it up long after the show is over and you have gone home! Determination and drive is what gets you there! Remember that!